Women fantasie, Let's Play With Fantasy

It's late at night and I should be going to bed, but after talking to you all night long on Jalf I can not do that, I can not drag myself to climb into the bed, alone yet again. My women fantasie will haunt me. I miss having someone there, holding me kissing me loving me and making me feel so good inside and out. You were always there and now due to certain circumstances you are no longer in my bed but in a bed all alone in a hotel room time zones away. Is it too much to ask to have you back in my bed, just for this one night when my heart is aching to be loved, and my pussy is aching to be touched and licked....

Tonight the chat was not our usual, how was your day and I miss you chats, they were ones of deep desperation for each other’s attention. They were of wanting each other more than anything else in the world, even for just a minute to feel the skin of you against me to feel you deep inside me making me feel womanly again. I sit here now sexually frustrated and lonely more than I have been since you have been gone.... I hate this new job of yours, and I hate not having you when I am feeling this way. All I want all I need is your cock... right here right now. My pussy is wet and sore and aches to be touched.

I'm going crazy in my women fantasie. Will I get that anytime soon? Will my dreams come true and will they no longer will be dreams?
It's almost five in the morning, and the only thing I can think of is us together in bed. Like so many night before laying next to each other skin to skin you wrapping your arms around me making me feel loved. Making me feel safe making me feel whole again. Thoughts of you come to my mind images and not before long I am wet all over again... My pussy is throbbing to be touched to be touched by you, but I can not have your hands on my pussy I can not have your fingers slowly fucking me, bringing me higher and higher to my climax.

I can not have your tongue teasing me teasing my pussy, and my clit. I crave for it so bad but I just can not have it.
I hate not getting what I want. I want you, is that so much to ask for?
Since I can not have you and I need to just accept that, I need to find some way some how to get this frustration out even if it is just for the night because feeling the way I am feeling right now, I am not going to be able to keep it up much longer..... So I slide my hands under my pants, and I imagine you as well as I can. Women fantasie. I find my wet spot my clit is so hard, and my pussy lips are soaking wet.

I know that it has been so long since I have touched myself in a sexual way and I have actually forgotten how good it feels and how amazing it is making me feel. Soon my thoughts changed from missing you to imagining you are the ones with your hands on my pussy touching me teasing me, bringing me close to my climax. The next thing I know I a panting, and gasping for air. I am feeling like I am about to explode and there is nothing I can do to stop myself from going over-board. I am now, finger fucking myself, sliding my fingers deep into my pussy juices flowing out, and going faster and faster till I can not control myself, and I am screaming and moaning out loud.

Finally I explode all over my hands, and all over the bed I try and breathe slowly but calmly I try and come down from my recent excitement. Now more than ever I wish you were in my arms laying here with me just as I fall asleep...